this is fucking triggering, it literally made me lose my breath for a second.
so damn triggering..
This actually made me sick to my stomach. I tried cutting this deep or deeper on my thigh the other day. I could barely keep myself from puking while I was cutting. I was watching as the razor spilt my skin layer by layer, I felt the razor split my skin layer by layer, I heard my skin split layer by layer. When I see this picture on my dash I want to reblog it so badly for the sole fact that I did try to cut this deep and I got sick to my stomach from it, but I wish I hadn’t. I hesitate to reblog it because it does make me sick. But yet I reblog it every time.
People cut this deep every time they cut and I don’t know how they do it. The physical pain this causes is far worse than the emotional pain you are feeling. Cutting this deep does more than just numb the emotional pain, it numbs your soul and who you are as a person. You are literally turning yourself off.
And that’s frightening. It’s frightening that people so badly want to turn off every single emotions they have. Maybe I am fortunate enough to be able to turn my emotions and feelings off mentally without having to press the razor this hard and this deep.